My Adult Yarn

I am almost 40 years old and I am really getting tired of this whole dating scene. If things had gone right with at least one of the guys I have dated by now I would be someones wife and I would probably even have a few kids already. As things stand though, I am still alone living in the city and with nothing to really show for it, no real close friends no boyfriend and not even any boyfriend prospects anywhere in sight. When I was young I remember day dreaming about my future, I dreamt I would have a single and fun life until about the age of 25 where one day I would suddenly meet my soul mate, whom I would marry in a big white wedding and after that it would all be a fairytale ofhappinessand love.

In my day dreams Icertainlynever dreamt that I would be this age and still be alone. At least I think I now have something to look forward to, my only good friend Ana had a stroke ofgeniuslast night when she suggested that we can try joining an online dating site. This will be a new venture for both of us but we are hoping against all hope that we can find some decent men to go out with and maybe even some guys that will want to settle down. Right now I have reached the point where I don't want to be dating anyone unless they are also ready to find the one person to spend their lives with. I don't care to date the guys that are still out there sport dating.

Tonight after work we are choosing one site and setting our profiles up. With each others support it should be easier to get through this, if I was doing it alone I would probably be nervous about it but instead I am actually looking forward to it. Hopefully joining this dating site will make a difference in my life and maybe I won't have to be alone too much longer. Soon I might be meeting the man of my dreams and maybe it's not too late for that big white wedding I always dreamt of when I was a little girl. I can already see my big fancy cake and I might even begin plan my guest list. After all a girl can dream even if I am not still 20 years old right?